Come with me into the eclipse and dance all your sorrows away, reach for the light that will guide you thru the veiled and obscure shadows. Be careful of where you step as you navigate the obstacles. Let go of the control and allow yourself to feel the laughter and the sadness, feel the joy and feel the pain, watch the play of color over the plains, hear the breathe of life about you, taste the blood of the people and let it fulfill you.
What is it you seek within the darkness, do you have the strength to drink in what you will find?
Can you with stand the pain as each layer is slowly peeled away, will you brave the wounds that will be raw and pulsating thru to your very soul. Do you want to reach for that which was lost or do you choose to be a coward and turn away.
The choice is there. Its always been there beneath the surface. You have given up on yourself and others, is that they way you really wish it? Do you desire to truly close yourself off to knowing another to share you life and feel their touch.
Have courage.
Have strength.
To allow others close is to allow another to find you. Do you have what it takes to dance within the shadows of the darkness?
Are you sure you are ready ? If so just reach out and grab my hand. I will be waiting to show you. But only if you are ready. Are you sure?
It was these words that would drift thru my head as I sat by the stream. I had lost myself to the gentle rhythm of the water allowing it to touch me, enfold me and become a part of me. There have been many thoughts upon my mind lately. Some of which cause me to step back, watch and listen. I had no questions as I sat down to meditate and see what was in the air. There was something fluttering on the outer fringes of my mind of something that was about to rip asunder the quiet calm that seems to be shrouding us. What is was I do not know and what it is I have yet to see. Only that it is there waiting, soon to plunge forward with a screaming force that will rip out the very fabric of another's heart. Pain I feel it coming like a rabid sleen intent upon consuming all in its path. I knew to be aware and ready.
So it was a surprise as I floated in that place I often go to my place of nothingness where if I could remain I would, it is the silence that speaks, the calm that sings.It shows me things I need to know and understand it reveals things I need to learn and grasp. Sometimes I do not always like the messages that are revealed, but most times in this big space of nothingness I feel my best, weightless, fulfilled, a wave of happiness flows thru me that I could never describe in words. It is hear that I can talk to those that have gone on before me and hear them. This is where I reground myself, recharge myself and let myself be open and without thought or emotion.
I was not sure what the words meant, I only know that lately I have felt a nudge or push to delve deeper into parts of myself that I have not looked at, glimpses of me that none ever see but once in a very rare while. Garyx, he saw these parts of me more than others because he knew how to reach in and bring some of them forth, but not even he had glimpsed every facet, simply because we ran out of time. I have built walls around myself again, and a wall of ice around my heart. But it seems that the sky will not let me keep them there.
It is almost as if they are pushing me back in time to find who the real me was, the one that was lost when Hallena was lost . I am not sure I know how to find her.
Can I do this alone?
Or will someone help me?
I know the visions have some meaning in the greater picture I just do not know what, this is yet another piece to add to the puzzle of me.
What is it you seek within the darkness, do you have the strength to drink in what you will find?
Can you with stand the pain as each layer is slowly peeled away, will you brave the wounds that will be raw and pulsating thru to your very soul. Do you want to reach for that which was lost or do you choose to be a coward and turn away.
The choice is there. Its always been there beneath the surface. You have given up on yourself and others, is that they way you really wish it? Do you desire to truly close yourself off to knowing another to share you life and feel their touch.
Have courage.
Have strength.
To allow others close is to allow another to find you. Do you have what it takes to dance within the shadows of the darkness?
Are you sure you are ready ? If so just reach out and grab my hand. I will be waiting to show you. But only if you are ready. Are you sure?
It was these words that would drift thru my head as I sat by the stream. I had lost myself to the gentle rhythm of the water allowing it to touch me, enfold me and become a part of me. There have been many thoughts upon my mind lately. Some of which cause me to step back, watch and listen. I had no questions as I sat down to meditate and see what was in the air. There was something fluttering on the outer fringes of my mind of something that was about to rip asunder the quiet calm that seems to be shrouding us. What is was I do not know and what it is I have yet to see. Only that it is there waiting, soon to plunge forward with a screaming force that will rip out the very fabric of another's heart. Pain I feel it coming like a rabid sleen intent upon consuming all in its path. I knew to be aware and ready.
So it was a surprise as I floated in that place I often go to my place of nothingness where if I could remain I would, it is the silence that speaks, the calm that sings.It shows me things I need to know and understand it reveals things I need to learn and grasp. Sometimes I do not always like the messages that are revealed, but most times in this big space of nothingness I feel my best, weightless, fulfilled, a wave of happiness flows thru me that I could never describe in words. It is hear that I can talk to those that have gone on before me and hear them. This is where I reground myself, recharge myself and let myself be open and without thought or emotion.
I was not sure what the words meant, I only know that lately I have felt a nudge or push to delve deeper into parts of myself that I have not looked at, glimpses of me that none ever see but once in a very rare while. Garyx, he saw these parts of me more than others because he knew how to reach in and bring some of them forth, but not even he had glimpsed every facet, simply because we ran out of time. I have built walls around myself again, and a wall of ice around my heart. But it seems that the sky will not let me keep them there.
It is almost as if they are pushing me back in time to find who the real me was, the one that was lost when Hallena was lost . I am not sure I know how to find her.
Can I do this alone?
Or will someone help me?
I know the visions have some meaning in the greater picture I just do not know what, this is yet another piece to add to the puzzle of me.
